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Day : Sunday 
Time : 12:
Date : 4.December.2011


Today ,
Especially , not very good larhh ..
nda taw knp , my heart tba2 rsa nda tntu arah .. i still thinking of him .. nda prnh sma skali hilang bayang dia tuu d pikiran nie . sya pun nda taw knp .. dri start dia kapel ngan org len , sya brhasrat maw lupakn diaa , tpi pa yg sya dpat ? 0% ! sya tia taw knp sya tia buleyh lupakn diaa .. pdahal bnyk g laki2 len d luar snaa .. jjur sya ckp , i still love him with all my heart and soul .. or maybe more than that .. yupx ! maybe sya akn jmpa laki2 len , n memang sya sdah jmpa punn . but , honestly , he's more better him .. and tuu laa msalah nya skrg .. sya blom bleyh trima org tuu btul2 d dlm hati sya .. and i'm sorry for that =( . but i will try my best .. i just need his trust , his love , and i hope he will be patient =) . maybe , klau dia buat smua tuu , hati sya akn brubah dkat diaa .. that guy i choose start with a letter H .. well , Mr.H , WELCOME TO MY HEART <3 , i hope you will be better than him .. i know you can do it .. and from now on , i must learn how to say I LOVE YOU to Mr.H with all my heart <3 and i start now , Mr.H I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !! i hope this words can make me forget all about Mr.JR =) wlaupun ssah , sya tetap akn cubaa .. lgipun Mr.JR sdah milik org len , pompuan tuu baik , n sya yakin dia boleyh jga Mr.JR =) ,, but , please let me say this to Mr.JR .. JR , i know you with her now , i don't mean to bother you two , tpi .. ingt kaa , dlu time ko hntr sya balik rmh time ujan2 duluu , sya ada bgitaw ko yg sya ada buat nma ko kan ? n F.4.E ? hrap ko sdah dpat bnda tuu .. sya ckp ngan ko yg klau sya bgi bnda tuu , mksud nya kita putus prsahabatan .. tpi , sya bgi bnda tuu bkn dgn mksud tuu , tpi dgn mksud , harap dgn aq bgi bnda tuu , ko akn simpan n ingt aq sbagai kawan ko =) honestly , time sya bgi tuu dkat c S , sya maw tnya dia "mna c J?" tpi berat btul mlut sya time tuu .. n time ko ckp "jumpa wa kita" , dlm hatii sya maw sgt2 ..tpi sorry , mulai skrg sya mesti jaga jarak ngan ko .. n sya hrap dgn bnda yg sya bgi tuu , ko akn maafkn aq n jgn pernah lupakan aq sebagai kawan ko .. aq nda akan lpa kn ko sbgai kwan aq , tpi aq akn lpa kn prasaan aq ngan ko .. bye JR .. hope we meet again , n pertemuan kita nnti , aq hrap aq sdah boleyh lupa kn ko =)