I Miss You Blog , Facebook and Twitter

Day : Thursday
Time : 9.05 p.m
Date : 29.December.2011


huhu ! gilerr . bru skrg sya on nie blog .. broadband sya rusak n now sya pnjam moderm kazen sya .. soo , tia taw larh bila lgi sya boleh on9 .. huhuhu .. i miss to see his status larhh ~ can i see it ? just once ! huhuhu ='(

miss someone

Day : Monday
Time : 11.25 p.m
Date : 25.December.2011


H0.H0.H0 ~! Merry x'mas to yg smbut x'mas ! huhuh .. brapa ari sya tia update blog arh ? hahah . actually sya pnat oww maw update . coz 2,3 arie nie asyik jlan seja smpai ke mlm .. huhuhu . sya rndu labuan . tpi sya tia maw kasi tnggal nie K.K .. tia taw knp .. d labuan sya ada rindu someone oww . wlaupun sya d K.K , tpi hati sya rsa dkat seja dgn diaa .. hahah xD ! mungkin psal hati sya dgn hati dia br'satu kali kann . ceh2 .. tpi sya tia maw sdah kasi satu hati kami . sbb hati dia skrg nie br'satu sma org len .. heheh . xpa2 .. mna taw d K.K nie sya jmpa lelaki misteri tuu . hahah ! ceh ~ misteri lgi tuu .. xD . tpi sya taw sya tia smpat carii . coz , esok sya balik labuan sdahh ~ yeayy ! Labuan i'm coming !

Tdi time p bndr

Day : Thursday
Time : 3.00 p.m
Date 22.December.2011


tdi time p bndr .. mummy sya bwa p saloon . maw buat balikk rmbut sya .. abis arie tuu tia brapa jadii .. balik dri saloon tuu mamy sya sruh beli air shake dkat blkg D'one Mart 2 .. skali nya , lpas sya abis seja beli air .. sya nmpk dua org psangan kapel n sorang kwan dorang .. sya pkir la sepaa .. skali sya prhatikan , a'owww ! better not to say larhh .. huhuhu .. time tuu sya t'kjut gilaa . smpaii ssak nfas oww . tiba2 jak nie .. nda prnh2 ssak nfass .. pas2 time sya maw p tmpat mummy sya parking kreta .. kaki sya t'seliuh pas2 ada kreta tba2 mncul dpan sya .. nsib dia breakk . klau tidaa . memang kmu tia jmpa sdha sya .. eeshh ! arhh . sbenarnya sya tia maw pkir bhaa .. suka hati dorang la maw jln sma2 .. tia salah punn . tpi nie hati seja sowtt ... xpa2 .. forget it ~ yeahhh ! hahaha xD ! =P

x bleyh tidoo sbb pkirkn someone

Day : Wednesday
Time : 5.00 a.m
Date : 20.December.2011


aduii ~ arie nie sya tia boleyh tido sbb sya pkirkn someone . sya heran oww , knp sya bleyh suka dia plak arh ? sya lpa dgn JR sdah ka ? n tba2 ada hati ngan c dia ? Goshh ~ knp nie ? sya suka dia ? tpi mustahil . hayyaa ! tia mungkin .. sya mimang rsa dri arie tu lgi bha sbenarnya .. tpi sya cba mngelak dri jatuh hati sma dia . tpi tia bleyh mengelak sdahh .. kena kasi gam sdah hati sya nie .. cem mna nie ? tia mungkin larh sya buleyh jatuh hati sma diaa . help ~! eshh !

My Life Is Boring Without Facebook !

Day : Tuesday 
Time : 2.15 a.m
Date : 20.December.2011


SOOOOO BOREDD ! arghh ~ boleyh karh sya than tnpa on9 fb niey ? hahahha xD ! sowt bha niey akal pikran .. xpa2 . sya maw kasi than smpai 1 minggu dlu .. lpas 1 mnggu sya tmbh lgii 1 minggu . bru larh t'biasa .. soo lastly sya deactive ! yeeeaaayyy ~~!! *huhu ='(* I MISS FACEBOOK !!!!

GoodBye Facebook ! Welcome Twitter and Blog

Day : Monday 
Time : 1.00 a.m
Date : 19.December.2011

Hey all , skrg nie sya b'cadang tuk tinggalkan FB tuk smentara waktuu .. heheh .. bkn sya tia maw on9 lgii , tpi sya perlukn msa skejap jaa .. tia lmaa .. sya cuma maw mulakn hidup yg baru tnpa FB .. now , sya buat account baru dkat Twitter , so sepa2 yg ada Twitter tuu Follow2 larh ahh .. hahha .. nma twitter sya ZizieChubbySowt .. SOWT tuu xkan pnah miss ! hahahah xD .. sya hrap dgn cri2 knalan bru d twitter .sya boleh laa lpakn msa lalu ..kan , kan , kan ~~ heheh .. arie nie last larh sya on9 fb smpai pagii .lpas nie cuma Twitter and Update2 Blog .. tu jaa la keja syaa .. d twitter sya boleh buat sttus suka hati sya .. but sttus2 tuu akn kluar d fb .. so kmu taw la tuu nnti sma ada sya on9 or tidaa ..  just check on my fb larh klau maw taw pa sya buat ... bubaii Facebook [ just for a while ]

Crying

I cry like a little girl you know .. alone at my room .. i go to the window and i look at the sky , suddenly my tears fall , and i realise that i'm crying .. you know why i'm crying ? it's because of you ! huhuhu ='(

Rasa Sedih Datang Lagi

Day : Sunday

Time : 1.54 a.m

Date : 18 .December.2011

kamu taw ? sya slalu tnggu dia on9 .. setiap mlm tidaa pernah miss . huhuhu .. dulu dia remove sya guna fb dia yg satuu tuu ..  n account fb dia yg stu lgii msih b'fren sma sya . sya slalu nmpk dia on9 mlm .. bgi sya , dia on9 dia pnya fb yg stu tu pun ckup laa .. time tuu , sya taw , mesti dia dpat bca sttus2 sya kann .. huhuh .. tpi , tba2 fb tuu tia muncul2 .. tiap mlm sya tnggu ..kdang2 sya tnggu smpai esok pagii .. tpi dia teda on9 jga fb dia yg stu tuu .. sya tnggu lgii , sya tia mngalah , smpaii larh tdii .. sya search nma fb tuu .. tia jmpaa .. sya pegi message , sya carii chat kmi dulu2 .. sya copy nma fb dia , pas2 sya buka fb kwan sya , sya search dapatt .. time tuu hati sya mcm t'guris , hancur , berkecai dan tia boleyh di baik kan lagii .. sya kecewa btul .. sya nngis sekuat hati sya , tpi hnya tuhan seja yg taw .. sya fham dia sdah milik org len .. tpi , knp dia mesti block sya ? sya slh apa ? kasitaw sya !! sya salah apa ! uhuhu ! sya btul2 patah hatii .. otak sya ckp BENCI DIA .. tpi hati sya ckp MUNGKIN DIA ADA SEBAB TERTENTU .. mna yg sya maw ikut ? sya stress btul ! sya mcm maw hntak seja nie kpala .. dia tia pernah faham isi hati sya yg sbenar . mula2 sya mimang tia maw lpakan diaa .. tpi skrg , sya ada sbb untk lupakan dia utk selama-lamanya .. ='(

Last Night

Day : Friday
Time : 10.10 a.m
Date : 16.December.2011


Last night , Thursday
lpas g bndar , sya kena drop d tman mutiara .. sorang2 dkat tmpat kmi slalu jmpa dlu .. tkut oww sya surang2 ... dia d cc , dia sruh naik ats tpi sya tia brani sbb ada laki2 dduk d snaa .. hurmmm .. pas2 sya ingt maw balik sejaa .. so sya jln laaa .. tba2 sya ada dgr urg2 b'ckp . tkut sdah time tuu .. pas2 ada urg sebut nma zizie , trus sya pusing blakng dia ngan kwan2 diaa .. time tuu sya pkir sya happy jmpa diaa .. tpi sbaliknyaa .. prangai nya berubah sdah .. 100% berubah . nda sngka pulak bgituu .. tpi kwan dia 1 urg tu jak yg bwa  sya b'critaa .. sya hppy jga laa , ada jga kwan sya b'crita2 .. dia asyik calling2 ngan GF diaa .. soo , mlas larh sya maw kcaw kann . hurmmmm .. sya saja maw kasi ckup 3 kali jmpaa . lpas nie teda lgii .. huhuh , time kmi d surau lepak2 , ada pacii tu dtg .. sya memang sdah agak time tu , start dia msuk pgar surau tu , memang dia maw tegur sya  .. abis pkaian sya pun yg tidaa spatutnyaa ..pas2 sya seja pompuann .. diaa tgur ngan cra baik larhh .. dia ceramah ckit2 .. nda tentu rsa sdah sya time tuu .. pas2 kmi lpak tmpat len g .. smbil tnggu kkak sya dtg , sya crita2 laa ngan kwan diaa .. best eyh . ktawa2 lgii .. hahah , annoying2 .. sowt ... yg kwan dia lgi surang tuu diam jakk , sya maw bwa b'ckp2 jugaa .. tpi sya tia besaa .. pas2 durang2 tuu hntr balikk .. pkir kn maw balik sndrii jak . tpi dia ckp durang hntr  abis pompuan kann .. heeee~ kira durang hntr pun ckup laa buat sya happy .. ceh2 .. tpi dlm prjalan tuu , kkak sya ckp dia nmpk ssuatuu .. bhuaaa ~ hahah .. rsa seramm oww .. pas2 kmi balikk p umah nnek .. hehe .. the end ..
nda taw napa , sya rsa last night harii yg paling best dri mlm2 yg lalu .. heee ~klau ikutkn smlm sya maw on9 lgii , tpi d sbbkn tido umah nnek , nda laa sya on9 .. bruu jak on9 nie trus update blog . ahaha xD ! hurmmm , nie memory yg terindah .ceh2 .. maybe last larh nie sya kluar umah lgi ntuk jmpa dia .. sbb dia pun cam tia maw jmpaa oww .. sikap nya brubah sjak dia brsama org trcinta tuu .. =D xpaa laa kann .. sya SUDAH LUPA smaa diaa  punn ~ (maybe) .. tpi rsanya cam tuu laa , abis smlm sya teda pa2 prasaan punn . mlm2 sblum nie sya happy sbb jmpa diaa .. tpi kali nie sya happy nth knp .. hahah !

Status JR yg smpat sya copy duluu

Status2 nie aq dpat smlm dkat dlm laptop yg stu lgii .. aq bru ingt yg aq ada copy .. tpi tia bnyk laarh .. mna yg smpat jakk .. aq sja post nie kat blog untk buat kngangan .. sbb mungkin yg aq copy dkt laptop tuu aq akn delete .. so, aq taip kat snie spaya aq msih boleyh tingu sttus mu yg prnh ko ckp psal aq dluu .. hahaha . snyum2 sndiri aq bca sttus ko dlu . hurmmm ..





8.October.2011 , 6.10p.m


tyme ak mkin ska kat kaw.. tym tu jga la.. kw dh lpa kn ak..
[nope .. aq x lpa kan ko punn .. hurmmmm ..]






8.October.2011 , 11.59p.m


:'( rindunya ak sma KAW YG DULU.. hahahax.. tpi, tkpa la .. smuanya brpnca drpd ak jga.. ak jga yg tlmpw SIAL.. hahaa..:'( be happy k GIRL ? take care owez.. ngee..
[mna da sial .. hurmmm , how can that GIRL be happy , if someone that she love is so sad that nite ? huhuu]





9.October.2011 , 1.47p.m

dis is da 2nd tym.. i cry..bcoz of a girl.. hahahaaa.. :')
[i'm srry coz make you cry .. but i cry bcoz of you more than 2nd time .. hahah .. lihat prbezaannya ? LOL xD ]





9.October.2011 , 9.54p.m



hahaa..miss someone yg ak pnah bt cmatu.. XD.. bla dpikir2 kan blik.. yupz, its ol my fault.. why i didnt realize it all before?damn.. ngee~
[i miss you too]






12.October.2011 , 9.05p.m


I'm not afraid of ghosts, I'm not afraid of disasters and I have no fear in death.But there's one thing I'm really afraid of.It's the time you'll stop loving me
[now , aq yg ptut buat sttus mcm nie kan pro5 aq kann .. ahaha]





13.October.2011 , 6.26p.m


hahaa.. ak tw kw x ska kt ak dh.. kan?XD.. but dunno why, ak ttap syg kn kaw.. ngee..
[actually , aq x pnh brhnti ska kat ko until now .. but the first one that STOP love each other is YOU .. i know is my fault first ryte ? but i fine with it..]







13.October.2011 , 7.08p.m


zize zalikha ~~
[thanks , sbb ko update sttus nie wlaupun ejaan nya slahh .. but actually i'm happy . haha]





14.October.2011 , 4.31p.m


apa~? wokeh2.. fine.. klau itu yg KO mau kan .. sdah! ak akn tlong ko.. ak tkkan lyan kaw lgi, ak tkkan gnggu hdup kaw lgi, ak x kn pnah akn SMS kaw lgi,OWKAY~??PLUS,kaw tnggu sja,,.. 1 ary nnti ak akan block kaw.. ko akn blajar ntuk x contact a lgi.. owkay? ONE MORE THING,, ak still syangkan kaw sperti mna yg ak britau ko ARITU..
[hurmmm .. xkan lyan ? but ko still lyan aq lpas ari tu .. xkn pnah sms , nope , you still sms aq lpas ko buat sttus nie . n 1 ary nnty ko akn block aq ? no ~ ko x block .. tpi ko remove aq .. huhu =(]







14.Ocktober.2011 , 9.03p.m


Crying ~~? Yes, I'm crying..
[i'm srry coz make you cry that  nyte .. i dont mean it ='(]







14.October.2011 , 10.30p.m


ada lgi pluang KE 2 tuk dri ku x? nope.. i dunt think so.. ryte ??
[you never try ask me for 2nd chance , ryte ? the 1st time you ask me , i wasn't ready yet .. you know about my EX ryte ? aq cma nda maw prkara dlu brlaku lgii .. i need time to think .. hurmm ]





14.October.2011 , 11.09p.m



hurm.. takda org yg dpat wat ak hepi sprti mna yg tlah kaw buat tuk ak.. cuma ll kaw yg dpat buat ak tersnyum apbila ak tgah frust.. ak syg kan kaw girl.
[yupx ! but , itu dluu .. now sdah ada ryte ? hurmmm]






14 October 2011 , 11.47p.m


ak dh rlakan kaw prgi girl.. ak tak bleh pksa ryte? and ak pn nk tlong kaw lpa kn ak.. so, for the 1st tyme and lastly.., ill let u know that i love you, girl... take care owez 
[no , it's not the last time u said that to me .. remember 20.october 2011 ? u said you miss me n you say i love you . that's the 2nd and the last time u said i love you to me ..  yupx , i think that's enough for you to say that .. you no need to say it again . =)]





15.October.2011 , 6.16p.m



uve broke ma heart into pieces.. just like i broke yours before.. im so sorry.. come~hate me.. i want u to forget me..FOREVER~~
[don't be srry .. n i dont want to hate you .. i try to forget you .. but i failed ..]






19.October.2011 , 8.22p.m


ZZ~~~~~~~~~~~
[can you update sttus just like this once again ? huhuh .. dlm mmpi kalii ~ huhuh ..]





19.October.2011 , 8.30p.m


ZZ~~~~ ak rndu tym dulu2,,tyme ak rpat ma budak tu.. she owez make me laugh..
[aq pun rydu gak time dlu2 .. hurmmm ..]






27.October.2011 , 11.57p.m


sorry, i have to remove u and ur friend.. ko lupa kan la aku. coz ak syang kat prempuan ni.. so sorry
[see this status ? do you remember it ? cuase i remember it .. ingt ka mlm tuu , ko sruh aq lpa kn psal status nie ? aq ckp aq dh lpa kn .. tpi aq memang nda bleh lpa kn .. sperti mna ko sruh aq lpa kn ko .. tpi aq x bleh .. is not that easy you know .. ]






hahahaha xD ! that enough larh kann .. klau d ingt2 balik kin sedih jakk ,, hurm .. but , i will keep it in my blog =)

With My Cousins !

hyee ! yg bju hijau 3 org tuu my cousin.. comeyl2 kn yg  kecik2 dua org tuu .. yg besar pun cntikk bhaa .. yg bju purple tuu my sis .. kmu urg knal kn sdah . ada sya kasi taw dkat page [ My Beloved Family ] . hehe

Yang bju merun nie pun my cousin gakk .. dia adik kpada yg bju ijau kai tdung tuu .. yg dua org tuu bkan adik dorang .. hehe . tpi sma gak my lil cousin ..

yg nie , my sis yg sbelah kiri tuu , tgh2 tuu cousin jugaa .. n kat tepi pegang budak laki2 tuu sya laarh .. ahhaha ..

Cak2 ! peace yaww ~~! amcam ? kiut karh my cousin dua org d bwah nie ? ahaha .. dorang dua nie sgt2 nakal , tpi kiut2 ... ahahha ~

Semua nie family sebelah my daddy , my lil cousin ptong jmbul . hahaa . soo , terpksa larh pkai bju krung .. klau ikut kn mlass oww .. ahaha xD !

Soo BoreD !

Day : Saturday
Time : 11:23
Date : 10.December.2011


soooo bored this dayy . tia taw maw buat paaa.. argh ! sya stress dgn msalah sekeliling .. sya borinkkk , sya rinduu ngan sseorang .. hurrmmmmmm !! pa maw buat arh? kasi idea larhh .. hehehe . kita buang tabiat sma2 arhh .. ahahahha xD !

Nervous ! Wish me Luck

Day : Friday
Time : 1:10
Date : 9.December.2011


Ohh Gosh ! uji bakat nyanyi arie niee .. cem mna niee ? nervous gilaa .. sya klau dpan audience len skitt .. b'gegar sluruh bdann . abis tia besaa knn .. dlu sklh rndah memang slalu wakil , tpi time tu , sya kenal org2 d skolah tuu .. tu lah sya besaa .. tpi nie org2 bruu sya mimang tia branii .. boleyh klar tuu suara angsaa .. sia mimang tkutt nie skrgg .. huhuhu =( .. cem mna nie >? tulungg ~! klau buleyh sya maw Good Luck Wish dri c diaa .. hurmmm , tpii smua tuu nda kn trjadii .. pdahal tuu larh yg buleyh kasi smgt tukk syaa .. tia pa larh knn .. huhuhu ='(

sya copy dari diary and paste dekat blog

Day : Wednesday
Time : 1:30 a.m
Date : 7.December.2011


Heyloo , arie nie .. sya maw kasi tingu kmu sya pnya diary ..sya buat secret diary dkat my lappy ..n teda sepa yg boleyh cri mna sya simpan .. n jarang2 sya update2 diary d lappy , slalunya d buku sejaa .. tpi skrg ..sya maw kmu taw isi hati sya yg sbenarnya dkat c dia .. sya lngsung teda ubah pa2 k .. sya copy paste n terus publish =)

Hye Diary ,

Lma aQ nda Update diary kann .. ahahahh ! K0 maw taw .. skrg niey , aQ nda suka c S sudahh .. Lma sdah aQ lpakan ea .. n then .. dlm 2 , 3 bulan aq teda suka sepa2 .. Tba2 aq t’jmpa ngan sorang laki2 niey .. ea beza 1 thun jak ngan aq .. Nma dia JR .. nth knp , dri awal aq jmpa ea aq rsa cam aq maw kenal dia lbih rpat ..  sbernarnya , kmi stu skolah dlu time skulah rndah .. tpy , ea nda knl aq .. aq jak yg kenal ea .. ea niey dlu d gelar samseng jua laa .. aq pun nda suka juaa .. ea niey dlu kuat ponteng n panas baran .. tpi yg aq kagum ma ea , ea boleh dpat 5A dlm UPSR .. time tu , aq btul2 bngga dan sukar maw pcaya .. dgr2 ea blajar d rmh n ting 1 & 2 ea msuk skolah Sains Labuan .. wwooww ! skolah pndai tuu jooee ~! Ahahah .. n then tba2 ting 3 ea pndah smk mutiara , tmpat aq skolah .. kmi niey sbenar nya rpat dri fb jak .. kwan aq , ayuni yg paling rpat sma dia .. time arie sabtu dulu , cigu kami blanja kmi mkn McD .. lpas tu kmi p UK .. d sna larh aq jmpa ea .. aq , ayuni  ngan ayu jln ngan geng2 diaa .. n d sna ea boleyh cam muka kuu . ea pnggil aq dgn nma IQA .. sbb nma fb aq IQa ARisha .. ahahah ! d sna aq t’jmpa ngan kwan dia , zam .. dia nie pendiam n nda suka pompuan … so , aq niey tba2 minat kat budak nie .. tpi c JR nie slah tafsir .. ea fkir aq SUKA ngan c zam tuu .. pdahal , aq just minat prangai dia yg nda suka ngan pompuan .. aq langsung X SUKA ngan budk tuu .. aq sngaja jakk ckp ngan c JR yg aq krim slm ngan budak tuu .. sbenarnya aq sngaja , sbb aq maw dkat2 ngan ea .. n then , time puasa duluu , aq sma mama ku p bazaar d mutiara .. tba2 ea ada , ea boleh kenal aq dri blakg  .. ea petik2 jari nya .. aq pkirkn sepa .. tba2 aq tingu ea .. pnya aq happy time tuu .. ea jak yg nda taw .. senyum jak aq time tuu .. ahahah ! dri sna aq sdah mula ada perasaan sma ea ..  smpai la skrg .. n aq nda sngka yg kmi mkin rpatt .. tpi time tu ea msih anggp aq KAWAN jakk .. bnyk halangan yg aq alami time aq ska ea … n then nda sngka , time aq maw lupakan ea .. ea ckp ea suka aq .. aq btul2 happy time tuu .. tpi aq blum ready g maw kapel .. sbb aq msih tringt ngan EX aq .. aq prnh d tipu berabis .. n tnpa b’fikir msak2 , aq tolak ajakan dia tuu .. huhu .. aq pura2 ckp yg aq teda pa2 prasaan ngan ea time tu , spaya ea bleyh lupa kan aq .. pdahal , berat btul hati aq maw lpas kan dia prgi .. aq btul2 sayang ea .. aq bru prasan , yg sebenarnya , aq belajar arti cinta tu dripda ea … umur aq 14 bru aq tahu apa itu cinta .. CINTA TIDAK SEHARUSNYA MEMILIKI .. CINTA KADANG2 DATANG DENGAN SENDIRI , TAPI KALAU KITA TIDAK SAMBUT CINTA ITU DENGAN BAIK , DIA AKAN PERGI DENGAN HATI YANG HAMPA .. DAN DISITU BARULAH KITA SEDAR BAHAWA CINTA ITU SANGAT BERARTI .. aq memang bodoh kn , sbb mpersia2kan cinta tuu .. smpaikan , ea skrg niey dah suka pompuan len .. pompuan tu baik n satu skul gak ngan dia dlu skulh rndah n memang dia pernah suka pompuan tuu .. so , aq relakn jak laa ..CINTA TIDAK BOLEH DIPAKSA rite ? aq btul2 happy tngok hubungan dorang , n msih blom pcaya yg dia bleh lupakn aq dgn cepat .. klau dia boleh buat knp aq nda boleh kan ? hahah ..  dan dri sna , aq dah mula renggang ngan ea .. n pernah gak dua kali aq kluar rmah mlm2 tnpa spengetahuan mama ku .. tu smua aq buat sbb aq maw jmpa ea .. time tu aq btul2 rindu ngan ea … tpi skrg nda lgi .. aq nda maw tingu muka nya lgi ! aq taw aq rindu .. tpi aq kena pendam rsa rindu tu !! aq nda maw ea taw yg aq rindu kn ea .. aq memank nda maw ea taw .. okeyh larh diary , caw lukk ! huhuhu =P !

sya rindu sma org tuu

Day : Tuesday
Time : 12:55 a.m
Date : 6.December.2011


  masa berlalu bgitu prlahan tnpa ko di sisi .. sya jdi tia tentuu arahh .. sya rindu maw sma2 dgn ko .. sya rindu snyuman ko .. sya rindu nada suara ko .. sya rindu ko buat bunyi kucing *meoww* ! rindu btul sya .. aarrgghh ! sya di lamun rinduu , bukan cinta yaa .. tpi rinduu .. sya maw nnyi lgu [kenangan terindah] dkt ko , spaya ko ingt psal cerita2 kitaa dluu .. cewah ! cerita2 kitaa arhh ~ hahaha xD ! please don't think this is funny , coz honestly , i'm serious ~! pa yg sya ungkapkn nie smua nya dri hatii .. =)

Belajar untuk lupakan DIA

Day : Sunday 
Time : 12:
Date : 4.December.2011


Today ,
Especially , not very good larhh ..
nda taw knp , my heart tba2 rsa nda tntu arah .. i still thinking of him .. nda prnh sma skali hilang bayang dia tuu d pikiran nie . sya pun nda taw knp .. dri start dia kapel ngan org len , sya brhasrat maw lupakn diaa , tpi pa yg sya dpat ? 0% ! sya tia taw knp sya tia buleyh lupakn diaa .. pdahal bnyk g laki2 len d luar snaa .. jjur sya ckp , i still love him with all my heart and soul .. or maybe more than that .. yupx ! maybe sya akn jmpa laki2 len , n memang sya sdah jmpa punn . but , honestly , he's more better him .. and tuu laa msalah nya skrg .. sya blom bleyh trima org tuu btul2 d dlm hati sya .. and i'm sorry for that =( . but i will try my best .. i just need his trust , his love , and i hope he will be patient =) . maybe , klau dia buat smua tuu , hati sya akn brubah dkat diaa .. that guy i choose start with a letter H .. well , Mr.H , WELCOME TO MY HEART <3 , i hope you will be better than him .. i know you can do it .. and from now on , i must learn how to say I LOVE YOU to Mr.H with all my heart <3 and i start now , Mr.H I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !! i hope this words can make me forget all about Mr.JR =) wlaupun ssah , sya tetap akn cubaa .. lgipun Mr.JR sdah milik org len , pompuan tuu baik , n sya yakin dia boleyh jga Mr.JR =) ,, but , please let me say this to Mr.JR .. JR , i know you with her now , i don't mean to bother you two , tpi .. ingt kaa , dlu time ko hntr sya balik rmh time ujan2 duluu , sya ada bgitaw ko yg sya ada buat nma ko kan ? n F.4.E ? hrap ko sdah dpat bnda tuu .. sya ckp ngan ko yg klau sya bgi bnda tuu , mksud nya kita putus prsahabatan .. tpi , sya bgi bnda tuu bkn dgn mksud tuu , tpi dgn mksud , harap dgn aq bgi bnda tuu , ko akn simpan n ingt aq sbagai kawan ko =) honestly , time sya bgi tuu dkat c S , sya maw tnya dia "mna c J?" tpi berat btul mlut sya time tuu .. n time ko ckp "jumpa wa kita" , dlm hatii sya maw sgt2 ..tpi sorry , mulai skrg sya mesti jaga jarak ngan ko .. n sya hrap dgn bnda yg sya bgi tuu , ko akn maafkn aq n jgn pernah lupakan aq sebagai kawan ko .. aq nda akan lpa kn ko sbgai kwan aq , tpi aq akn lpa kn prasaan aq ngan ko .. bye JR .. hope we meet again , n pertemuan kita nnti , aq hrap aq sdah boleyh lupa kn ko =)

I still Love Him Though

It's just something about him that give me everytime, maybe it's his smile or his laugh. I truly don't know, but i do know one thing , when i'm around him it's like the world stops because nothing else is on my mind !

I'll Always Remember You Lyrics

 I always knew this day would come
We’d be standing one by one
With our future in our hands
So many dreams so many plans

Always knew after all these years
There’d be laughter there’d be tears
But never thought that I’d walk away
with so much join but so much pain
And it’s so hard to say goodbye

But yesterdays gone we gotta keep moving on
I’m so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I’ll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I’ll always remember you


Nanananana

Another chapter in the book cant go back but you can look
And there we are on every page
Memories I’ll always save
Up ahead on the open doors
Who knows what were heading towards?
I wish you love I wish you luck
For you the world just opens up
But it’s so hard to say goodbye

Yesterdays gone we gotta keep moving on
I’m so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I’ll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I’ll always remember you

Everyday that we had all the good all the bad
I’ll keep them here inside
All the times we shared every place everywhere
You touched my life
Yeah one day we’ll look back we’ll smile and we’ll laugh
But right now we just cry
Cause it’s so hard to say goodbye

Yesterdays gone we gotta keep moving on
I’m so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I’ll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I’ll always remember you

Nanananana

I’ll always remember you
I’ll always remember you

A little too not over you lyrics

(Eh eh eh oh eh eh eh
Eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(Eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(Eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you
(Eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(Eh eh eh oh eh eh eh) 

salah sangkaa >.< !

Day : Saturday
Time : 3.19 a.m
Date : 3.December.2011

LOL xD ! Rpanya sya salah sangkaa ~!! sya pkir dia benci syaa .. hahaha ! sya pkir yg dia mksudkn kat status dia tuu syaa . rpanya EX diaa . ish2 , kuat prasaan eyh sya nieyy .. kin maluu sejaa .. ahahah ! tpi sya rsa dia pun mcm bnci sya laa .. hurmmmm , nth laa knp sya pkir mcm tuu .. tpi x paa laa , biar laa dia maw bnci or takk .. yg penting dia bahagia ! hehehe =D

Saya Buat JR CupCake !

Day : Saturday
Time : 2:46 a.m

Date : 3.December.2011

Cak ! pagi2 niey , sya buat JR CupCake ! hehehe .. sya borinngg bhaa , teda pa2 maw buatt ... soo , sya p dpur buat smua nieyy .. nmpk sedap kann ? hahah .. dlu sya prnh ckp ngan dya , tiap alii sya nmpk mkanan ,sya t'bayang muka dia sejaa .. smpaii kdang2 tia snggup oww maw mkn tuu mkanan .. hihih .. but now , alang2 larh kann , sya buat JR CupCake niee .. mkanan jga nmanya kannn .. but still , sya tia snggup mkn , soo , sya simpan dlm peti sejukk , esuk bgi adeq sya seja mkn , sbb sya mimang tia snggup ! heheh .. okeyh smpaii cniey jakk ~~~! sorry JR =)

Thinking Of You ='(

  

Day : Friday
Time : 6:16 p.m
Date : 2.December.2011

When I close My eyes , all i think about is you .. I do it every day . Thinking Of You is the heartache , that never goes away. You maybe out of my sight , but never out my mind . I'am waiting , hoping and wishing for the time , when we can be together again . but i realise it , it will never happen . You always be the answer if somebody gonna ask me what i'm think about . Every moment , all the time , you're always in my mind . Being with you is like having every single one of my wishes come true <3 !

Whhoooaaaa ~!! ngantokkk !

Day : Friday
Time : 7:04 a.m
Date : 2.December.2011

Whooaaaa ~~! ngantok arhh .. stu harii oww tia tidoo .. tia taw knp mta niey tia maw ttup .. skrg niey , bdan sya sakit2 , kpala pun pening .. bdan cam tia b'maya oww .. teda smgt pula sya nie ariey .. huhuhu .. sangal sdah sya pnya leher niee .. maw baring ssah oww , abis spanjang msa dduk seja kann .. huhuhu .. bdan rsa penatt , ssah maw bngunn .. sya maw p toilet pun than sejaa .. abis ssah btul maw bngun .. tgn seja nie yg boleyh b'gerak utk menaip .. kaki abis kebas sdah .. huhuh .. Goshh ~~! apalaa nasibb sya niey ariee .. huhuhu ='(

What A Boringg Day =)

Day : Friday
Time : 12:31 a.m
Date : 2.December.2011

Can't sleep oww this nite .. tia taw knp . hurmmm ,. still thinking of him larhh , tia taw laa bila maw hilang nie feeling ... tpy yg pasti feeling nie sdah smakin hilang .. heheh ! suke , suke , suke ~~! apa laa kbr dia skrg niey arh ? hurmm .. esshh ~ nda maw pkir psal dia lgii .. hahaha ~~ pa maw buat tgh2 mlm niey arh ? i'm soo bored ~~ skrg niey , keja sya update2 blog sejaa .. heheh .. d sni larh sya boleyh luahkn smuaa yg ada ..  prasaan sedih , happy , gementar n mcm2 lgi laa .. hahah ! owya ~ sya ada story maw ksitaw .. hihii .. sya ada jmpa sseorang kat game IMVU .. kat IMVU tuu , kita tia buleh nmpk muka orgnya yg sbenar , soo , msing2 bgi fb .. skali tingu punya handsome ! hahah ~ tia sia2 sya knl2 sma diaa .. hehe [ msa ntk cari org baru ! ]